how have you been?

since no one comments anymore i thought i would ask how you are doing? :) me not so well. was taken to hospital by ambulance, monday evening & was in ER til 6am tuesday morn. (sigh) they werent quite sure what happened but i thought i was having another heart attack but this time after the attack, i couldnt move for 4 hours, couldnt even keep my eyes open. really scared me. so i followed up with my doctor and it turns out they believe that i am about a quart low on water. can you friggin believe it, dehydration??? i am still suffering a bit but drinking as much as i can. we are planning on getting out of the desert now, since this is the third time i was in hospital for the same thing. only thing, the other two times, it was not at all the same to deal with this. very strange, but this time really really scared me. i thought i had a stroke, since i couldnt move for 4 stinking hours. so now i have to take it ez and drink drink drink so i can stop feeling weak and shaky.
these past 3 yrs for me have not been my best but i keep on keeping on, with God's blessings. just thought i would keep anyone who still visits, posted & updated on what's going on here. love & miss you all & hope to be back on track soon. but a little prayers from my friends couldnt hurt. :) much love & hugs!