just another day

g'morning :) i hope you are enjoying your season where ever you are. we still havent even put up the smaller pool, might still cuz it sure is hot enough.
well, hubby & son pulled enough money together to rent a car for about a week while hubby works on ours. thru this test & replacing that, he now thinks it's a head gasket, what ever that is doesnt sound good by look on his face when he told me. so now i think we have to take the car back tomorrow and still dont have the money to fix ours or rent another week. but we're suppose to be able to handle all this just dont know HOW!! we ask every1 everywhere about jobs and now bugging people we know about a loaner car or fixing one they have so we can borrow one cuz a lots of folks out here have several vehicles, most of them not working or registered. lol just one big mess. all we can do is let go let God but we still feel there HAS to be something we can do now!! oh well, had bloodwork this morning for a july 5 dr appt. will keep ya updated as i know. thanks for the continued support & prayers. much love to you, my friends. have a great day! :)

correction

HUGHSNET is an awful service that promises what they cannot deliver on a consistent basis. i called it hughnet before and want to be clear! anyone who has it, i would LOVE to hear your experiences with them.

what a day!

well after my hospital scare, we both had quick smoking COLD turkey, as they say. tho it wasn't easy, we did it... til today... over a week and one day breaks the both of us!! started this morning, i go to do my hunger clicks and cant connect. i try several sites thinking one might be overloaded and nothing loads and it takes forever to get these pages to not load fully at all. it boils down to 3 or 4 calls which took about 2 hours each time, not getting much cooperation and having to tell them no, this is NOT acceptable & at least three times we were connected to higher level tech, after much debating with lower techs to do so. after 12 hrs i still cannot connect to most sites and took a long time to get in to blog. so now i will just say HUGHNET internet service is HORRIBLE! pass the word! they dont offer much help and arent easy to deal with. best they can offer is a small discount for 3 months along with the shitty service!! so then hubby goes off to get son from work & car breaks down. had to have it towed to house, dont know what's wrong and havent the money to fix it anyway. got an acquaintance to take son to work tomorrow but just what are we suppose to do? God has NEVER put us thru more than we can handle but this IS!!!! my nerves are so shot that between, what did they say, slight dehydration caused my breathing faster which caused a muscle spasm which scared me into paralysis for 4 hours. yea, and this helps!!!
we want so badly to move and have for over 3 years now, just AS we started looking at houses, hubby lost his job. i honestly dont know how much more i can hold on.

how have you been?

since no one comments anymore i thought i would ask how you are doing? :) me not so well. was taken to hospital by ambulance, monday evening & was in ER til 6am tuesday morn. (sigh) they werent quite sure what happened but i thought i was having another heart attack but this time after the attack, i couldnt move for 4 hours, couldnt even keep my eyes open. really scared me. so i followed up with my doctor and it turns out they believe that i am about a quart low on water. can you friggin believe it, dehydration??? i am still suffering a bit but drinking as much as i can. we are planning on getting out of the desert now, since this is the third time i was in hospital for the same thing. only thing, the other two times, it was not at all the same to deal with this. very strange, but this time really really scared me. i thought i had a stroke, since i couldnt move for 4 stinking hours. so now i have to take it ez and drink drink drink so i can stop feeling weak and shaky.
these past 3 yrs for me have not been my best but i keep on keeping on, with God's blessings. just thought i would keep anyone who still visits, posted & updated on what's going on here. love & miss you all & hope to be back on track soon. but a little prayers from my friends couldnt hurt. :) much love & hugs!

popping in

to say Happy June! i sure hope your weather is better than ours! lol we have had about 3 weeks of high winds with gusts up to 60mph, crazy! it was hotter in NY yesterday than it was here in the desert!! can you believe that? it's been nuts with Mother Nature, all over! earthquakes, flooding, tsunamies, volcanoes, it's all been hitting, everywhere! frightening. we haven't even begun to put the pool up that's how cool the air has been here, even tho' it's hit at least 80 degrees. very very strange weather. i would love to hear what's been going on in your neck of the woods. :) have an awesome day & thanx so much for visiting! hugs