i made a tough decision on tuesday and finalized it last night... today will be Cinnamon last day here for a couple of months. it has not been an easy adjustment for the other dogs and has only been one big stressful moment for me to have her... as much as i love her is as much as it is hurting to make this decision but i cannot keep up the stress level daily in this house when no other pet wants to play with her and she is constantly jumping up in their faces to play. She will be spenting some time with Aunt Kathy & Uncle Marty since they have a little boy plays well with Cinny. i will miss the play dates for them, heck, i will miss her deeply (haven't stopped crying since yesterday) but it's gonna be best for her..... not me, but my nerves will appreciate it. i will, of course get to see her anytime and this couple wanted to buy her before i did, but didn't have the money at the time so i KNOW they will only be good to her! They will just kind of foster her for a month or so, and then if all works out, we will get her back but if they work out for the better, for her to stay with them, then i won't stand in the way.
this is easily, one of the hardest things i EVER had to do because i love her so much, but my other pets just won't :(
not sure how much time i will be on the computer for awhile either, guess you all know how it is when sadness weighs so heavy. off to spend my day with Cinny (tear falls)
have a great day and thanks soo much for visitingQ! hugs
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A HUGE GIANT HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So sorry to hear this Shirley but I'm so glad that you'll still get to see her!!!!
I know it hurts but your health & mental state is more important!!!!
LOVE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I agree with Sharon. Your health and mental well bein are so much more important. Im glad she will be close and you can visit with her, I understand completely how you must be feeling and wish I could be closer to give ya a big Hug and let ya know everything will be alright. We had an adorable tiny toy apricot poodle - 6 weeks old our Daughter got us, I wanted it so badly and was so happy, then, the puppy started barking...a no-no with Mike, then chewing (the kitchen cupboards), then she got out and ran the streets and DH said no more!, so she went to daughters dh's aunt and they are so wonderful for each other, the lady cherishes her and she is the best thing that could have happeded for the Aunt! Time has a way of healing. Your other pets will love you more now too huh ;) LOL. Hope you keep in touch - how bout some more layouts....need somethin to keep your mind occupied. Big Hugs till we talk again. RObbi
I am SO SORRY for your tough decision... I will be thinking of you today, and praying you can find some peace about this. I love that you are so caring about it all. Speaks volumes about what sort of people you be, my friend.
hugs and warm thoughts,
Barb
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